We as the human being, who is called the homosapiens, have both ups and downs in life. Some may think why on Earth he or she has been born in this world by having just troubles and unhappy lifestyle while others lifes being happy-go-lucky all the time?
Basically, when people are gloomy and dejected or in despondent situations, they can't control themselves, unable to stop thinking on past and by not let going the sorrow out from their head, wish someone could find a best simple solution and methods to do that. Life is an adventure which has both happiness and depressions. For happiness, i don't think there will be people who do not know whats the meaning of it, but for depression,it means a state of low mood and aversion of activity. While other sources might just define it as the feelings or experiences of sadness, hopeless, helpless and a deadlock who fails to settle down an arguments and misunderstandings.
There is a reason behind this long, wide explanation regarding depress. As a young adult, who have not much responsibilities in life, yet, I got depressed after realising that, eventhough once being the Head Prefect of my secondary school, I dont have the most essential asset in every young teenage life, which is well defined as the person who welcomes each other's company, exhibits loyalty towards each other, be there even when himself in a tough situations, thinking of the soul who needs them in the harsh, desperate situations, a peer who shares and talks everything directly by not the other way round, a person who cares for other people's feelings and safety, FRIENDS!!!
Not all would get the oppurtunity to have atleast one good friend who always be there for all the time. Today, three circumstances proved it. One who just thinking of himself who rarely spend time outside with his friend, by even talking bad about his own parent, just because of his locked-up situation at home, by not even caring the other one have to travel by alone in a cab at night.
Another one, who promised to follow to go to KL together and all of a sudden, bringing a reason that his mother is not allowing him to go out but then, ended up by meeting him in Sunway Pyramid with other group of friends, which for him, going out with his family, like what he have mentioned to me early of the day through phone.While another one, who I have no anger before this, she who said going out will be exhausting as she always goes out with her family every weekend, I ended up by seeing her, with someone else. She was like shocked to death after she saw me, standing right infront of her, being speechless.
How do you aspect me as a young growing man feel??? Having no transport to come back home, friends who were making fun by teasing to buy the ticket for the cab, like they are waiting to chase me out from there...!!! Looks like Im using this blogspot as a place to release my sorrow. This is a kinda of depression as well. So, if u have a friend, a good one, never betray him or her. One of the most precious living thing on earth after your parents and family members are your friends. I wish i would have a bunch of them in future, although i do have some, without my own realization.
As a little advice, only accept the friends whi have realised on what he or she has done to others, pleding for forgiveness. Never look onto the one who have breaks our heart by knowing the sthate that it will be harsh.
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