I dunno what I feel...~

Feeling to post up something which I'm enduring almost everyday in my life rather than posting something which I'm afraid on saying it out loud. Don't get any wild thought here, read thru the entire post...XD
I know I have just stepped into the primary level of being a young adolescent, but it doesn't on what we decide for our life, right? Cause sooner or later, we are the only one going to walk the path all by our own. We came to this world with a lot of unknown welcomes, even those from far related will give their blessings as they held us when we were an infant, but when the time comes which no one could never decide for their own, we have to walk that journey all with nothing but ourselves, alone...left with no one at our sides. But in the meantime, whatever happens in between our lives, could be decided, could be arranged, could be even discussed and compromised together for a better, healthy and happy living life. Not focusing on physical strength and fitness, but mental and emotional stability which makes us be able to understand, to honor, to know what are being said and expected, to reply in a certain manner to make the others to accept the point and facts being raised up and many more are the basics in life, the basic skills human first need to succeed in for a good relationship. And yes, the topic for today is again on couples before and after marriage where some even assumes it as his or her suicide attempt in their life. That's not true. There are a lot of great couples we can look upon to our idols in our lives, which could be passed on to our children and the cycle goes on and on. How about to those who witnessed the violence happened between their parents at home when they were young? If we were to point out and blame someone for this matter, it is not really gonna help us much in finding the solution for it. What I do wish it for parents to understand and respect each other and besides, accepts their children's decisions for what they wish to do with their future life, of course after talking it through with each other about it. Wouldn't it be nice if we know for certain what we want in our lives and what's gonna happen in future...???? hmmm...I wish...~